Standstill

Before I went clubbing last night, I had to change several tops before settling on a tube because I was getting slightly too fat for all the rest of them. For some reason, there was a lot of squeezing in and out of clothes which I haven't experienced much before ... it was all rather depressing.

I find my lack of stamina for such nights out very unbecoming of me. Maybe I'm growing old, or just plain bored. Or just tired, from work. Which can be very frustrating due to the dynamics of hierachies. sigh. but it's all over and done with. Time to move on to a feature which thankfully is something much more interesting...

I have recently got news that I am to find work over the Christmas and Easter break which is part of my course.. it seems like I can't escape work for long. Time here now seems to be at a standstill - not that it's going slowly - but more like it feels like a passing, a transition to something else that I'm waiting to happen. It's been such a reality check meantime, thinking about property, loan rates, life and the usual shit... If I could be a student forever, I would. On the bright side, I might be working at The Guardian quite soon. Lucky me! It is probably my favourite paper - language and style-wise. Let's hope things work out...

I feel like I have to say something profound, since I was having all those thoughts awhile ago. But now I'm too tired to say it. Plus every post doesn't have to be profound right!

I want to post some of my graduation photos but I can't. And I also realised that on Mozilla browsers, my blog looks so out of proportion. So please don't use Mozilla until I've sorted it out!